A different shade of WHTE
Saturday

Tired.

I guess that's one of the mixed feelings after the 4th Sat mass. Just totally drained cuz it's just too much excitment. I guess going down to wild wild wet in the morning - then 4th sat in the evening - plays a part in how i am feelin now.

I'm still thinking about the YEP thingy. Well, I choose to withdraw from this community service. The more i think about it, the more unreasonable I think it is. LeJun wants 3 meetings per week - Monday, Wednesday, Thursday. And it's all the evening 7-10pm. I can make it for 2 days .. but on Wed I have choir. REallie the 3 meetings are for group bonding. I dunno if that is reallie necessary. He insisted on the 3 days. So, I choose choir instead.

I believe that community service is done above watever u have. E.g. Ur life is reallie ok and u can give a little more to the communities around you. NOT to have community service tt disrupts everything in ur life. If i do uptake this -- I don't realie need to study, I don't have with my FAMILY [ which is the MOST IMPT ppl], I wouldn't have time for friends .. or even myself. or church or anything else.... SO at the end of the day, wat's the point ???

What I can't stand is that ... When I told them that I am withdrawing. All they said was, '' thanks madeleine' AND they put down the phone. WOW! Prolly they have to meet to brush up on your PR skills.

Well, all is not lost. I am sure HE has other plans for me this DEC. It's from Korea-> USA -> YEP ... Well, One thing in life that is constant =0) CHANGE ...

Well, that's my stand for community service lar. I do have quite lot of believes in certain things. E.g. I always believe that every situation tt we face is a little lesson/value tt Gos wants us to learn and grow from it. But if we don't, the lessons would continue to reoccur [in diff forms] till we learn it...... The tough thing is to understand wat he wants us to learn .....

Whaha.. Interested?

Well,
princess maddie.

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madeleine aka maddie
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